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Dear Em & Lo, Are Rape Fantasies Normal…If I’m a Rape Survivor?

Wed, Oct 10, 2012

Advice, Dear Em & Lo

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Dear Em & Lo,

I’m not sure if I’m going to word this correctly, but here it goes. I’m 20 years old and am engaged to a wonderful man who has blessed me with a son. Before I met him I had a bad life and I had been raped 3 times. Lately during sex we have talked about what we could experiment with but rape fantasies are all I can think about. I’ve looked up on Google to see if anyone else has a similar question but no one has. I’m concerned that these “fantasies” aren’t normal for a rape victim. I know studies show that women like to be dominated but for a rape victim it should be different. In your opinion, should I seek mental help? Or do you think this is normal for me?

– Confused & Conflicted

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Dear C.C.,

First, let us start out by saying we are not professional therapists or medical professionals. But as writers on the topic of sexuality for the past 15 years, everything we’ve read and heard about rape fantasies — or, as we prefer to call them, ravishment fantasies — would lead us conclude the following:

YOU ARE NORMAL!

A huge percentage of people — men included — have ravishment fantasies they find arousing. Just because you suffered some traumatic experiences in the past doesn’t mean you should now deny yourself the pleasure of a very common fantasy to fit some politically correct notion of what’s mentally tasteful or appropriate. That’s the great thing about fantasies — they can be absolutely inappropriate! And in your case, they may actually be theraputic: in your mind, even though you’re imagining being sexually dominated, you ultimately have total control. Which is why we use the term ravishment fantasy instead of rape fantasy: no one who enjoys these kinds of fantasies actually wants to be brutally raped in the real world; instead, they have a specific scenario of sexual domination in their mind which, again, they control and can manipulate. In this make-believe world you can be¬†wanted so badly by someone who is blinded by their lust for you, wherein all of your sexual responsibility — indeed your shame — is removed.¬†The appeal of that is certainly understandable, whether we’re talking about someone who’s been sexually assaulted or someone who’s never been sexually assaulted.

But don’t just take our word for it. The following three articles are great references for someone in your situation:

  1. Dealing with Rape Fantasies as a Survivor of Sexual Abuse: This is from Pandora’s Project, a resource for survivors of rape and sexual abuse. It’s a list of frequently asked questions by people in your situation, all answered in a very thoughtful, straightforward, supportive way.
  2. Of Rape and Rape Fantasies: This is a thoughtful letter sent into Dear Author¬†(a romance review blog for readers by readers) from a survivor of rape about enjoying reading and writing rape fantasy fiction — and accepting it with grace.
  3. The Rape Fantasy: David J. Ley, Ph.D., a clinical psychologist who writes for Psychology Today, discusses how rape fantasies are a way for a person to mentally assert control over a situation in which they were powerless.

If it’s just the guilt of having an “inappropriate” fantasy that’s getting you down but you think you’d otherwise enjoy entertaining these sexual thoughts, then we say go for it: don’t punish yourself any further by denying yourself some much-deserved pleasure. But if, on the other hand, these fantasies are really negatively impacting your life, your relationship and your self-worth, then it’s time to seek some professional help.

Wishing you nothing but the best,

Em & Lo

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6 Responses to “Dear Em & Lo, Are Rape Fantasies Normal…If I’m a Rape Survivor?”

  1. Irene Says:

    I know studies show that women like to be dominated

    Er — not necessarily. Lots aren’t into dom/sub stuff at all, lots like domming, lots switch. There’s no rule whatsoever that says woman=submissive. It’s also possible that you might enjoy various power-play stuff that isn’t technically rape fantasy at all. See http://www.scarleteen.com/article/advice/rape_fantasy_or_domination_and_submission_desires (in general Scarleteen is a great resource — you don’t have to be a teenager).

  2. M Says:

    I was abused by my father, sexually and violently. I had two abusing boyfriends, one of them raped me. I got raped this spring.
    I love BDSM and rapeplay.
    You are normal! I love you

  3. f Says:

    M, sorry to read about what you’ve survived, and glad to read that you know what you like and will spread your love. I’m not the person making the question above, but I feel like replying that I love you too!

  4. Alicia Says:

    I was violently raped a couple years ago and have been sexually assaulted a couple times. I enjoy bondage and some forms of dom/sub play, but anything too intense is triggering for me. That said, I know women who have been raped who most definitely have ravishment fantasies and women who are turned off to rough sex all together. It varies by woman, but you’re most definitely not wrong or abnormal for finding anything (legal) arousing, no matter what happened to you in the past.

  5. Adam Says:

    I wouldn’t be surprised to learn that someone who has gone through such a traumatic experience now expends a great deal of physical and mental energy on maintaining control in every life situation. And under that scenario, I’m sure that a fantasy in which you lose control is not only normal but even somewhat expected. My heart goes out to you CC.

  6. Heather Says:

    It’s a feeling of losing control but still maintaining all the control! I’ve been raped several times in my life, and still love to be held down, but that’s in a situation in which I trust my partner implicitly. It gives you a feeling of control where you didn’t have one when it was actually happening… I hope this helps! God Bless!!


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